BW On Purpose PM-OK, 23
About me:
Yes, that's right I wet the bed on purpose.
It started when I was 13 and my dad left my mom and I.
I'd been awake for what seemed like days bawling my eyes out. When I finally fell asleep i must have really needed it cause I woke up to a wet bed.
I expected my mom to be really mad with me, but she wasn't. She just said not to worry and that it was okay. Then she told me that wetting the bed is a good way of dealing with loss, grief, stress and anxiety, and I can start doing it regularly if I wanted.
That night night I was still having trouble getting to sleep, and I remembered what my mom said that morning, so I decided I'd wet my bed again.
It took about 30 minutes, but I was finally able to relax enough to start the flow and then I totally soaked my bed
I fell asleep pretty much straight away, and the next morning my mom noticed that I'd wet the bed and asked me how I'd slept, and if wetting the bed helped.
Even now I still sleep better in a wet bed.